Hi Everyone!
Please read the whole post; and PLEASE no hate; i'm really sensitive on this topic.
Last year (haha) on December 24th, 8:04pm, Yuki, my winter white for six months, died.
She had been attacked by the cat(was put into her mouth but dropped from 1-2inches off the ground by the cat) and everyone thought she was fine. She got up and started running on her wheel immediately when put back in her cage with comfort food and fresh water with thyme, and seemed okay for the next two days, but on the third day it changed. She wouldn't move. There was blood coming out of her nose (not heavily, slightly) and her stool, and she was extremely tired. She passed away in her sleep around 7 hours later. The diagnosis was internal bleeding.
I miss her so much. The thing is, I also had two other hamsters this year-- seperately. They were both killed by the same cat, too. Every time I've upgraded security. I'll admit, when Yuki was captured there was no lid, I had forgotten to put it on that day. I have a lot of guilt about all of my hamsters,(4) and I wish none of them had ever passed. Frankly, I wish we didn't have that darned cat.
But it's just nature, I guess.
I really love hamsters. I've always loved them, and I loved all of mine especially. They make me happy, and help me to stay away from depression & calm my anxiety. I just bought a 20gallon long tank (I have that & my all living things starter kit-cage connected w/ some tube hangouts) and I've invested all my money into these animals. If I were to get another ham, rest assured I would get a heavy-duty metal mesh cage cover so there would be NO chance of the ham getting killed.
Getting to the point, Hamsters make me happy, and help my disorders calm. They are my creative outlet, and what all my money goes into. I'm even starting a youtube channel (if i get another ham) about hammies. I'm just scared people will judge me and hate me for being an animal abuser or something if something ever happens, even though I'm a PETA member and an animal rights activist.
What should I do?
Should I get another ham?
Please help me.
Thanks,
Stella










